Saturday, 2 October 2010
I love you more than words can say or actions can show. I never knew I could feel this much about someone. I never knew I could want someone this much. I never believed I could love someone this much.
The thought of losing you takes my sleep away. Considering the idea of not having you by my side takes my serenity away. If I ever do or say something that hurts you and draws you away from me, I'd never forgive myself. I'd never be able to smile again knowing that i took one away from your face.
I do not believe I know how to live without you anymore. Even though we live far from each other, knowing you are there and you love me and you long for me, even if a tenth of how much I long for you, is what gets me by. You are what gets me through the day.
There may be those who might say I now depend on and of you to live and that that dependence is ridiculous, naive and sick. But that's not true. It's not that I can't live without you. I just don't want to anymore. I do not wish to have to replace you. I want you.
No matter when, no matter how, no matter where. You are the one that I want.
Untill the day I die and further on.